I envy how MM could control her feelings, I feel that she is strong.
She's nice, she's the best hearted.(I've only got one hearted =x)

I am no longer the happy girl I always was. Life's tough for me these days, too much to handle, especially(sp) emotions. Having to be with people I dislike everyday, no fun and no close friends. I feel so tired from yesterday, feel so hurt. I really wish to open the doors and bash out of it. So my job is now in crisis, the job I loved the most. Please do not sack me out of it, my job of happiness. I hate being like this, I want to be happy. WO YAO KUAI LE. I feel like crying sometimes, I have no one to talk to. The most is once a week someone whom i could share my secrets. I don't know why I have to live like this. Having to be people whom I don't like is really a disaster to me. I always think that when we are given the chance to live, we should do everything that makes us happy. I don't ask alot, or maybe HAPPINESS is alot? Aku tak tau.

School's a disaster to me these days. I don't really benefit from there. Bring back my love and passion for school please.

Love,
Eug.

Ps: I need a good rest =)